Zak Bagans Demon House

So fans of The Ghost Adventures tweet Zak all the time asking about his "demon house".
Well here is a bit of an answer as to what's going on with it.

He returns to the house in December to finish filming a documentary on the house but wow, can't wait to see this "excorsism" of a girl that went into the house, I doubt she had been invited in but LOL


http://www.tmz.com/2014/10/31/ghost-adventures-demon-house-haunted-hell-portal-exorcism/

The video may not play, not sure if it's set that way or if there is a problem with the TMZ web site.

Ghost Adventures-Island of the Dolls

I'll admit knowing that Zak Bagans is, you could say terrified of dolls (as witnessed by the look on his face)

That's pretty much the look I had on my face when I visited the island back in 1998 when Don Julian was still alive.  I went during the day and I love seeing others visit.  I loved when Josh Gates & the Destination Truth crew went.  Zak and Aaron had a few of the same experiences that crew had, mostly the lights.

I ignored most of the "set-up" knowing the history and watched when night fell.  I saw the fire spark from behind the chair & waited for the guys to comment, an invite perhaps? Have a seat?

I am sorry Zak, I found your reaction hysterical BUT only as someone who has been to the island, has hated dolls her entire life (I used to pay my brothers to throw them on the roof whenever my mom bought me one) and to see you have the same sort of reaction I just found funny, I do hope it helped you cope a bit with your fear, kudos to you and Aaron for taking it on.

My trip there was during the day and the canals were creepy, black and there was a weird smell I couldn't put my finger on.  While walking around there were whispers, like people talking off in the trees and you couldn't see them.  The strange frequency and something that sounds like singing, We were told the locals say that is the mermaids calling, I heard it as we were getting back on the boats to leave. 

The dolls were creepy yes, but come on, they are mostly old, rotting and why wouldn't a spirit want to have a blast scaring the tourists, which it wasn't such a tourist spot when I went. It was an interesting personal experience, would I go back?  Hell yeah!!  Would I go at night? Nope!!
and if I saw a spider the island might go up in flames.

Now for Harold, I get the experiment to see if the spirit(s) inhabiting Harold might come out and either stay on the island or somehow interact with at least one of the spirits but it really seemed Old Harold was going to have none of that.  I think the spirit(s) inside Harold may have had an influence on the energy.  I would have forgotten Harold on the island, accidently on purpose.

I think that Zak went there knowing what was in store and having a pre-existing fear of dolls might have been a bit worked up (natural). 

I would love to see the guys do an investigation where they don't know where they are going (would have to be US of course, since you can't take a blindfolded passenger on a plane) and watch to see what they get from the location, a blind investigation.

Next week is The Halloween episode, Celtic Demons, can't wait.  Leap Castle and Hellfire Club.  I've again been to both and will watch with interest to see what they capture. 

Yes, I travel a lot

The interesting thing, a black cat in a village where there hadn't been one seen in forever. Yet, Zak appears and a black cat appears, interesting.

You can see Aaron's VLogs on the travel channel webbie,

http://www.travelchannel.com/tv-shows/ghost-adventures/episodes/irelands-celtic-demons

It will also be interesting since the Halloween episode is rumored to be Nick's last.

Cemetery Investigation 10/25/2014

The video from this investigation is up on my YouTube Channel

http://youtu.be/6A7WGEQjZDg

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I participate in investigations by being a an Empath and having a formal background in Ancient Cultures & Religions and Psychology.

I am a "Paranormal Counselor" and I assist those who are having problems of a paranormal kind to find a way to deal with spirits, entities and guide them through the experience.  I assist by helping with cleansings and teaching clients how to defend themselves against the paranormal in many ways.

I am versed in Demonology, Wicca, Paganism, The Occult, Satanism, VooDoo, Vudun(the African voodoo), Santeria as well as many Christian based religions.

I am available by referral only from a known paranormal group.  I do not need/want to know what the group thinks is going on, ie: possible demonic activity.  I do not need/want to know all the specifics on a location only if the clients have or are having mental issues, on medications or have medical conditions.  Although, some information I may have questions and ask that at least one member of the paranormal group be present at all times. I ask to only be contacted by a member of the paranormal group.

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Ghost Adventures-Zozo Demon House

SPOILER ALERT!!!!!!!

Ok, I'm going to be blunt & honest in this blog post. If you have not seen the show and do not want to know anything read no farther.

If you disagree with what I write, oh well. From my life long personal experiences with spirits, demons and a Zozo calling I may say things that piss off the everyday Ghost Adventures viewer who watched last night's episode, so, moving on.
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First off, I did get physically ill watching last night's show.  It was chaotic, fractured and there was no actual lock down. 

Zak, as much as one might think he had his shit together, did not.  He was affected by the presence. He ended up going and sitting alone, looking a bit strange.

Nick, Also affected.  He looked for a bit like something was trying to take control or enter his body.

Aaron, where the hell was Aaron. Hardly saw or heard him, that worries me.

Jay, Well he got closure but what's attached to Darren, not so much. I was not shocked at all that Jay did what he did.


Those who have read this blog know I have had an encounter with a Zozo demon in Africa.  What I saw in last night's Ghost Adventures while very scary and something to be very worried about was in my opinion  not an actual Zozo Demon.  It was more some dark entity playing at being one.

The way a Zozo appears is very specific from what I've always been told.  The fact that everyone involved was affected by the entity from the smell of feces to the feelings of an electricity charged environment and the separating of the entire team says demon activity.  The one thing I did not hear anyone say was that they smelled sulpher which comes along with demon activity but not attachments.

I have read the accounts of the demon house activity over the years and although I feel it is not a Zozo demon it is some kind of demon. However, what is attached to Darren is something that can be controlled and banished/bound.

Darren, the owner of the home started with, in his words, a menacing but beautifully handcrafted double sided Ouija which was found underneath a girlfriend's grandmother's home. It was surrounded by old lightning jars each with a preserved blackbird inside. The jars were covered in an oily white grease like substance. He managed to clear away some of it and upon holding it up to the sun he found himself staring into the blood filled eyes of a very well preserved blackbird!

The dark side of the board had Zozo inscribed in place of the Ouija, with wings on each side. Strange symbols were also carved into the board, along with candle wax drippings, sinewed strategically all over, some forming tentacles that actually continued over to the other side, a large William Fuld squared off board. Almost looking like the dark side was latched onto the other side.

Now, although this might signal someone using this board to call a Zozo this is not how HooDoo priests call a Zozo. This is however how VooDoo priests and other dabblers in the dark arts call and or bind a demon/spirit entity and that is all I will say on the subject of calling/binding.

Whatever was bound to this board was released when it was dug up and subsequently attached itself to Darren. After my reaction to just the film and only scenes which Darren was in.  The entity is not actually within the house it is attached to Darren and if you watch anyone who comes near him is affected.  It enjoys his energy. I am in no way saying Darren is not affected by this entity, he has an attachment who likes him. His wife being attacked, his daughter being attacked was because the entity wants him and him alone.

I was not surprised by my reaction, I expected to get ill from this. The only other time I have had a reaction to a Ghost Adventures episode is Bobby Mackey's and I refuse to watch that just like I refuse to go into the place itself. 

Now to deal with the "Kill, Nick" piece.  If you know how spirits communicate and how an Oujia works this in no way actually meant KILL Nick.  This was a very telling piece since we all know what has happened with Zak, Nick & Aaron (Nick only filmed 6 shows of season 10).

What the entity (and I'm not saying it was the same entity that is attached to Darren)it found a weakness within the team and has exploited it.  The team is now fractured and separated.  After ten seasons of hearing how Zak has had attachments and watching him squirm while the protection/cleansing was being performed and how Zak wandered off alone I would venture to guess it is an entity attachment on Zak.

Robert Murch is 100% right when he says, it's what you believe.  There are spirits/demons who have a wait and see attitude.  They wait for who is open to them and take advantage. Divination devices such as Oujia boards, Tarot cards, dice, Witch stones are all just that, used for asking and answering questions from spirits.  It all revolves around knowing how to use the devices, opening circles and being responsible and closing them. It is all how much stock you put into the beliefs but understanding the ancient beliefs is something everyone must do to be responsible when using such items. 

Not understanding the history is irresponsible and leaves not only yourself open to the things that go bump in the night but your family, friends, others.  When I left my old house (which was horridly over run with spirits) I did a closing so that the next owners might not have the problems I grew up with, I hope everyday it worked.

Ghost Adventures Queen Mary Episode

I knew watching Ghost Adventures Queen Mary episode that the part of the phrase Billy and Jay received I had seen/heard before,

"A fifth of the low-life of the fourth, of that.......But that will move the fifth......the -if the fifth......"

"5 Gate"

These I had heard in my travels and talks about dimensions and how spirits may move between dimension 4 and 5.  Since our life is based in the 3rd dimension it is believed by some that the spirit world(s) are based in the 4th and/or the 5th dimension.

It being said that when we first pass away the spirit passes into the 4th dimension.  There it stays or may pass to the higher 5th dimension.  In the 5th dimension some spirits can accomplish what is known as a "breakthrough". 

A breakthrough is when a spirit known it has passed yet can harness enough energy to, Breakthrough the dimension and give short burst messages like the one above.

The message Billy and Jay received I had seen before in several books and internet sights devoted to how our souls pass. 

These are Hopi Prophecies, Summa Theologica, What Happens When We Die, The Awakened State, even Dante's Inferno speaks of this.  The message is there the spirit communicating with Billy and Jay was probably so excited someone could finally "hear" it that it got a bit mixed up and the message came out a tiny bit jumbled, that's for us, the living to figure out what it meant.  Or you can just look up Ezekiel 1:1 because the same quote is mentioned there, maybe the spirit is pointing to a prayer.


5 Gate, your solider.  Since the ship was used during time of war, there are many references to 5 gate and solider. 

As for the black shadow walking past the door, when the tape is slowed down you can see it looks like the entity is about 6'4" or 5" wearing what is referred to in the military as a pea coat (the long black wool coats with big buttons) worn by the men in the military at the time.  The backpack looks like what they called a ruck sack.  They carried all their gear in.

I've been to the Queen Mary several times while living in Southern California. Did my own investigating and never heard/saw a little girl.  But my own experience has always been something darker looking for justification.

My Demon Experiences

Now talking about my Zozo experience has opened a door with so many questions SO, here goes.

My demon background comes from an experience I had at 12 years old, well before my Zozo experience.  The demon came to me, I never called him. He was a big black f*cker with red eyes, that experience terrified me for months until I got up enough guts to try to figure out what the hell it was. I studied demons all the way back to ancient times and still study. What has me scared is that there are people who make up demons (like Slender Man) and kids/people truly believe it exists.  I never jump straight to anything being a demon, a demon is my last thought, when I have all the facts.

I still haven't figured out who the red eyed demon was but I've had two experiences with seeing the same demon and the same demon offering me something in return for him giving me what I want.  Now, this demon is always around I say he is semi-attached because I don't feel/see him all the time.  But if I were to call (yes I admit, I tried it) he is right there and THAT is why I refuse to call demons of any kind, it is very dangerous.

What I believe about demons:

and as I type this there is an overwhelming scent of rose roses in a brand spanking new house that not one person has ever worn that scent in.

I do not believe demons or spirits can haunt items, I do however believe demons and spirts can be bound to items.  Even tho I do know how to do binding spells no, I will not bind any spirit, demon or entity to any object unless forced to do so by their behavior.

I do believe and have used/witnessed that kosher salt can form a barrier spirits/demons can not cross. ( I will write about this)

I do believe and have witnessed the power of black onyx against evil and use it everyday. (I will write about this)

I do believe and have used/witnessed the use of sage, sage ash and red brick against evil, and those living seeking to harm. (I will write about this)

I'm still on the fence about orbs being anything but energy. Spirits that can not form but have the ability to zip around.

I do believe lighting storms can contribute to higher incidence of paranormal activity as can magnetic energy, natural or man made.

From my experiences with/in the paranormal no one person knows everything, it is case by case, experience by experience it's the experience of the investigator that helps figure out what road to take and where his/her help lies.

Zozo Demons

As an empath I experience a lot of things on a daily basis.  Some of that stuff is silly, funny, sad, weird or just down right sadistic & mean.

A Zozo demon is something that I had a brush with years ago on one of my many travels.  I have seen/heard about what is referred to As, "The Zozo House" story, I reserve judgement because you do not simply call a Zozo demon by simply using a Oujia board. So, yes I am saying there are holes in the story.

Calling a primordial demon is not easy, it's not a party trick, it's not fun and games. 

Now that I've established what it's not, what is it.

I had my brush with a Zozo demon many moons ago while on a trip to Africa.  I went the with the specific intent of seeing the priests conjure one in a HooDoo ritual.  A friend said he knew of some priests who could do it if I really wanted to put myself in that position, hell yes I did and I jumped at the chance.

It was a four hour ride by jeep to the tribe and I kind of felt I might end up in a pot by days end it was so far out.  I didn't but what I came away with was something that changed that way I live my life.
I am no longer afraid of death and I say that not only because of the brush with Zozo but because since that brush I have almost died three times, all three times in the presence of some sort of demon.

I was in Africa on a medical mission and I've been to many far flung locations with an OB/Gyn I used to work for.  I always took the opportunity to learn about the culture of the place we were.  I got to see a real VooDoo ritual in Haiti and in New Orleans.  I have gotten to witness a real Santeria ritual in Brazil, I've seen Satanic and Vampire rituals.  But being in Africa I made it a point that I wanted to see this ritual, I now admit it was probably a mistake.  Am I afraid I will incur some wrath of a Zozo, No!

Plain and simple from the way I was told a Zozo cannot touch me as I did not summon it (as with any demon). It can however wreak havoc on you because of the energy it carries when you are present for the calling ritual.  Zozo is what's considered a Class one demon, meaning primordial,(predates man) created from the muck that made the universe.  These demons are very powerful and once unleased to do a person's bidding, very dangerous.  If you do not understand how to control and re-contain it, it can cause a lot of havoc in the area it was summond to.

If you have read my blog about the various kinds of demons you notice there is no mention of Zozo, that's because I tend to try to stir clear of a Zozo.

What does it feel like for an empath to be in the presence of a Zozo.  First off when I am in the presence of ANY spirit or demon I can feel anything from giddy and silly if it may be a child to downright feeling of pain, dying and being overwhelmed, it depends on the energy of the spirit.

While I sat on the dirt and straw floor of the priest's hut the priests entered into what many call an "opening", where you open yourself up to the spirit world.  As an empath I am always open, I can not close but I can block out energy.

They chanted, swayed, their eyes rolled up in their head. Nothing I hadn't seen in VooDoo rituals so I wasn't scared, yet.

It was when from the middle of said dirt floor a black blob appeared.  At first I thought, what the hell and rubbed my eyes, nope still there, I realized it was being brought up from the earth.  The air in the room got thick and smelled like someone had just dug a grave. That damp, musty smell of fresh dirt.

As they continued to chat, eyes rolled up, nothing but the whites of their eyes showed.  I started tingling, the hairs on the back of my neck and arms stood.  There was a palatable electricity in the air and the blob continued to grow.  It filled the space in the exact center of the room in front of the priest who was chanting.  Remember these are what's known in the paranormal world as HooDoo priests.  They preform ancient rights and rituals.

The blob never actually formed into anything like a person. It was just a very large black blob that slowly swayed to the chanting of the priest, it looked like a huge blob of tar.  I felt sadness, hate, anger, despair all at once. Modern medicine would have told me I was having a nervous breakdown, tears rolling down my face, I was having trouble breathing.  If you have ever had a panic attack, that's what it felt like.  The energy was just so massive, hateful, mean and undirected that it set off a panic attack.

The priest finally released the Zozo back to where it came and I was allowed to leave the hut but boy when I walked outside it felt like I had gotten electrocuted.  All the feelings at once, the massive amount of energy the Zozo carried was overwhelming.  It took me days to get control of myself. 

I would cry at the drop of a hat, at nothing. I would start laughing suddenly. People probably thought I was just a crazy American.  It was not fun, I thought I was going crazy, I could feel every person's emotions that I came into contact with.  It took me almost a year to be able to function normally again.

I do not and never will condone anyone coming into contact with that much energy.  Anyone who calls a Zozo without the knowledge and ability to banish it back is plain stupid and or has a death wish because there is a give and take when dealing with these demons, the priest doing the chanting was fourty-two years old, he looked eighty. Some will say it's because they live in Africa and I will always attest to that it's the demons. 

I have learned how to call spirits but I will never learn or try to call a demon.  I've learned how to banish spirits and demons but I will never try to banish a Zozo.  Do I think that energy is still lurking around, of course.  Primordial energy is everywhere and Zozo is just waiting for someone dumb enough to call it out. 

I will watch with detached anticipation as the Ghost Adventures tv show goes into the "Zozo Demon House".  I know Zak Bagans had a terrible time afterward, All I can say to him (and others) once you are exposed to that kind of energy, it knows you are there and is always around, be careful what you wish for from now on.

Weird thing to see

I've seen some pretty weird things in my life and the other day, in broad daylight I saw another.

This is a rough sketch of what I saw. Behind my house is a five foot line between fences. The house being built behind us is not yet finished and no one is living in it, the fence posts had just been put in and because of rain not a living person was working there.

I was in my kitchen, something caught my eye and when I looked I saw this (above).

Now, knowing that our wood fence is 6 feet high, the shoulders of this were at the top of the fence while the long neck and head with a black hat was at least three feet above that, making it NINE FEET tall.

It was all black, black hat as well and moved very slowly through the area between the fences. As I watched it, it never looked at me and upon reaching the middle of the neighbor's fence it vanished.  I have not seen it again but it leaves me wondering just what the hell it was and if it is still lurking around and I have just not seen it.

Photo of the back fence for reference as to height.